"In our time, the understanding of the intrinsic value of almost every endeavor is reduced to the crackpot realism of its commodified and practical worth. In the popular imagination, manic commercial come-ons dominate the day, in which, images of beauty, as well as the force and foibles of human character, has been hijacked and appropriated for strictly commercial exploitation. Naturally, those who long for beauty in human or divine form turn away in mortification, and, more and more become possessed of compensatory prayers for the destruction of this empire of commercial vacuity. As the mind is ground to spittle in the gears of the corporate wheelhouse, one may begin to dream of, even yearn for, apocalypse -- a longing for a Götterdämmerung of kitsch." -- Phil Rockstroh
The Thursday summary? SOS (read: same ol' shit). Nothing new as usual. Mark was on the bus this afternoon. We were able to chat for most of the ride. On a sad note, Mark's father passed on in April, shortly after I ran into Mark the last time. And, I also neglected to mention that moms and I ran into my cousin, Greg, at Longs® on Monday.
Typical Thursday Hottie
Well, I suppose that the "disconnection" is nearly complete, much to my surprise. I now recognize only so many absolute truths (refer to the "blog" of July 28th). Everything else is just "relativistic" crap. As I said before, I could take a side on any issue and find enough "relevant" sources to support my stand. Truth becomes arbitrary. Thus, I have completely distanced myself from everything, even from issues that I previously thought were important. In other words, I have essentially "wiped the slate clean."
The
exodus, however, is nowhere near invocation. Rather than divest my useless possessions, I have procured even more useless crap. Rather than seriously plunge myself into the world of the homeless, I have become quite comfortable in my new squalid room on the first floor in Slob Manor (read: rental housing). I have remained static on only one issue: not returning to wage slavery. Although, I must admit that my reasons are convoluted at best. Enough said.
In the grand scheme, I already know (and have known for a long time) that humanity is on a collision course with a reality it refuses to accept. Instead, the doublespeak just continues to substitute for truth. We inch closer daily to a global cataclysm of human construct. I really don't know whether the culprit is
hubris, religious arrogance, or what. I once feared such a day, but it no longer matters to me. Nothing can stop our eventual self-destruction. There are just too many people who believe in immortality, the afterlife, resurrection, Armageddon, and other crap along those lines. Their beliefs have caused them to become quite brazen and, therefore, they have lit the fuse of the apocalyptic bomb.